she walked towards me and said hi with a smile....one smile was all she need to melt wat was beating inside me...it was like everything other then her jus stopped in front of me. my surroundings just paused. my heart stopped. everything was just her...i tried to turn around, but i guess it was too late...i was made to feel that way and i guess nothing could have stop it from happening...its the first time something like that has happened to me and i still cant stop thinking about it...how did things between us come to such terms? i dunno what i've done. i'm jus pathetic...sorry bout the art room incident, i should have done something about it, even if there was really nothing much i could have done...i'm sorry for everything...how i wish i can erase myself from your memories so you wont have such bad memories...guess i cant say much other then i'm sorry...